Grief

(Can you spot WILLIAM GOLDING a old student of Pembroke College).
“Can you spot WILLIAM GOLDING a old student of Pembroke College” (Photo belongs to them).

Finding the freedom to grieve:

Joseph threw himself upon his father and wept over him and kissed him. Then Joseph directed the physicians in his service to embalm his father Israel.  So the physicians embalmed him, taking a full forty days, for that was the time required for embalming.  And the Egyptians mourned for him seventy days.

When the days of mourning had passed, Joseph said to Pharaoh’s court, “If I have found favour in your eyes, speak to Pharaoh for me. Tell him, ‘My father made me swear an oath and said, “I am about to die; bury me in the tomb I dug for myself in the land of Canaan.”  Now let me go up and bury my father; then I will return.’ “

Pharaoh said, “Go up and bury your father, as he made you swear to do.”

So Joseph went up to bury his father. All Pharaoh’s officials accompanied him – the dignitaries of his court and all the dignitaries of Egypt – besides all the members of Joseph’s household and his brothers and those belonging to his father’s household.  Only their children and their flocks and herds were left in Goshen.  Chariots and horsemen also went up with him.  It was a very large company.

When they reached the threshing-floor of Atad, near the Jordan, they lamented loudly and bitterly; and there Joseph observed a seven-day period of mourning for his father. When the Canaanites who lived there saw the mourning at the threshing-floor of Atad, they said, “The Egyptians are holding a solemn ceremony of mourning.” That is why that place near the Jordan is called Abel Mizraim.  NIV Genesis 50:1-11

When Jacob died at the age of 147, Joseph wept and mourned for months. When someone close to us dies, we need a long period of time to work through our grief.  Crying and sharing our feelings with others helps us recover and go on with life.  Allow yourself and others the freedom to grieve over the loss of a loved one, and give yourself time enough to complete your grieving process.

Rash vows bring:

When Jephthah returned to his home in Mizpah, who should come out to meet him but his daughter, dancing to the sound of tambourines! She was an only child.  Except for her he had neither son nor daughter.  When he saw her, he tore his clothes and cried, “Oh!  My daughter!  You have made me miserable and wretched, because I have made a vow to the LORD that I cannot break.”  – NIV Judges 11:34-35

Jephthah’s rash vow brought him unspeakable grief. In the heat of emotion or personal turmoil it is easy to make foolish promises to God.  These promises may sound very spiritual when we make them, but they may produce only guilt and frustration when we are forced to fulfil them.  Making spiritual “deals” only brings disappointment.  God does not want promises for the future, but obedience for today.

Don’t be ashamed to grieve:

Then David and all the men with him took hold of their clothes and tore them. They mourned and wept and fasted till evening for Saul and his son Jonathan, and for the army of the LORD and the house of Israel, because they had fallen by the sword.  – NIV 2 Samuel 1:11-12

“They mourned and wept and fasted till evening.” David and his men were visibly shaken over Saul’s death.  Their actions showed their genuine sorrow over the loss of their king, their friend Jonathan, and the other soldiers of Israel who died that day.  They were not ashamed to grieve.  Today, some people consider expressing emotions to be a sign of weakness.  Those who wish to appear strong try to hide their feelings.  But expressing our grief can help us deal with our intense sorrow when a loved one dies.

At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said:

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb,

and naked I shall depart.

The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;

may the name of the LORD be praised.”

In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.  – NIV Job 1:20-22

Job did not hide his overwhelming grief. He had not lost his faith in God; instead, his emotions showed that he was human and that he loved his family.  God created our emotions, and it is not sinful or inappropriate to express them as Job did.  If you have experienced a deep loss, a disappointment, or a heartbreak, admit your feelings to yourself and others, and grieve.

Moving from grief to action:

When I heard these things, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven.  – NIV Nehemiah 1:4(2)

Nehemiah was deeply grieved about the condition of Jerusalem, but he didn’t just brood about it. After his initial grief, he prayed, pouring his heart out to God (1:5-11), and he looked for ways to improve the situation.  Nehemiah put all his resources of knowledge, experience, and organisation into determining what should be done.  When tragic news comes to you, first pray.  Then seek ways to move beyond grief to specific action that helps those who need it.

Can’t take away life’s real purpose:

Why is life given to a man

whose way is hidden,

whom God has hedged in?

For sighing comes to me instead of food;

my groans pour out like water.

What I feared has come upon me;

what I dreaded has happened to me.

I have no peace, no quietness;

I have no rest, but only turmoil.” – NIV Job 3:23-26

Job had been careful not to worship material possessions but to worship God alone. Here he was overwhelmed by calamities that mocked his caution, and he complained about trials that came despite his right living.  All the principles by which he had lived were crumbling, and Job began to lose his perspective.  Trials and grief, whether temporary or enduring, do not destroy the real purpose of life.  Life is not given merely for happiness and personal fulfilment, but for us to serve and honour God.  The worth and meaning of life is not based on what we feel, but on the one reality no-one can take away – God’s love for us.  Don’t assume that because God truly loves you, he will always prevent suffering.  The opposite may be true.  God’s love cannot be measured or limited by how great or how little we may suffer.  Romans 8:38, 39 teaches us that nothing can separate us from God’s love.

How Jesus handled it:

When Jesus heard what had happened, he withdrew by boat privately to a solitary place. Hearing of this, the crowds followed him on foot from the towns.  When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them and healed their sick. –  NIV Matthew 14:13-14

Jesus sought solitude after the news of John’s death. Sometimes we may need to deal with our grief alone.  Jesus did not dwell on his grief, but returned to the ministry he came to do.

 

©Kingsway “International” Church 1973.

 

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